WITHOUT "THAT" LOVE

4-26-15 (This is another one of my Divine Plan re: EARTH DIMENSIONS.You can go back to "IMPORTANT TO UNDERSTAND" Blog and pickup and go forward from there to this intro)

Once we lost CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS, our I AM PRESENCE, and our realization of being apart from the COMPANY of HEAVEN and THE LAW OF ONE, I believe, caused us to consider our self as a PHYSICAL BODY only. Plus ... it seems as if this abnormal behavior pattern we had developed was satisfying to our physical senses and was our only reason and purpose for existing here on MOTHER EARTH. As we lived and breathed through our EARTH sojourn the decisions we were making and the behavior we were exhibiting had nothing whatsoever to do with or through LOVE! Without LOVE, we drifted further and further apart into separation ... and into DUALITY. We became so mixed up we did not know if we were coming or going and with each step we took we just became more and more mixed upside down. As a result, it seems to me like we developed a GHOST personality that was a fear based alter-ego It appears to me, that this type of human ego, overtook the POWER and CONTROL of our FREE WILL and manipulated these MENTAL EGO induced phases of our THOUGHTS and FEELINGS (remember our co-creation abilities) in order to satisfy our existences. After all, self-serving outcomes stroked our ego at the CROWN of our HEAD with the rights to obtain whatever it needed or wanted, or desired. (without regrets or considerations for others) Now all this did was to cause overzealous negative actions to shove us further into darkness and greatly amply our pain and suffering.We were way out of MALE/FEMALE balance at this stage and we began abusing both.When we were in MALE embodiment we became aggressive and abusive and the more we powered our traits, the more they came to the surface and clouded our human MISCREATIONS.Then, when we were in FEMALE embodiment we abused individual rights by suppressing them and conforming to being dominated and withdrawn.
The continence of ABUSIVE POWER pulled us deeper and deeper into the cesspool of negative type creations, and it was not because of one gender or the other, but for the same self purpose of INDIVIDUAL MISCREATIONS due to the absence of LOVE from ABOVE and BELOW!